Geared up

2010-12-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

Sad to say, I didn't make the cut. Of course I saw that coming. Everything has a price to pay. For me, the price I had to pay is the luxury of a break before another strenuous year ahead plus a re-exam I have to take. Initially, like others, I blamed, cursed and swear. I probably scolded myself trillion times for being playful and sleeping during lectures but what's the point of saying this at this point of time. From time to time, I'd console myself saying it's alright at least I'll be more prepared for alevels (i guess..) But do you think I really feel so? Half of my mind got away thinking so but the other? It just constantly blame myself being dumb. Until now, I'm still not confident. Why so? where have my motivated self gone to? :(

2010-08-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

Time flies and I really mean it. It's 60 days to promos and I am not confident if I can make it through but I am darn sure I'll make it work. There's already no turning back and like what'd other teachers would to say it's just for these 2 years. Endure! I keeping quite well to my no-videos at all plan but failing when I need to stay up to midnight oil. :( 60 more days, just 60 more days of hard work and in return you'll get 1 month of holiday. I so going to overseas and cut off all communications. I need a break :(

2010-04-24T21:41:00.004+08:00

My senior once told me when I was struggling with my subjects back in secondary 4 and preparing for olevels ' treasure your time while you can'. Back then, I thought she was cracking a joke, well now it seems like I must be mad not to trust her words. I really wonder if I can take this jc life.. This pace is so hard to keep up! HOWWWWWWWW? ='(

2010-04-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

Actually I do find myself enjoying school life. Ah, but I really want to go vivo and town to get my things. I've yet to choose between the limited or non limited edition polaroid cam. Should I be spending extra money that can be used to buy it's film for the colour of polaroid? I think by the time I think of which to buy the normal ones would probably come back into sales and it's time to think it over once again. I can never get this done. I just realise I do not only have polaroid cam that I want to buy. Omg, my list just keep growing. shoes from 'Rockstar' by soon lee, lonsdale waterbottle, crumpler/ etsy iphone cover.... It adds on and it never gets shorter and I never get any of them because I'm either too lazy or no time. I hate to do shopping for these alone. Gahh~ Let's just cancel this whole list =)

2010-03-19T09:45:00.002+08:00

When you meet your match, you'll feel the air strangling you tight which would seem like it'll last for eternity. So why do I keep having such feelings? Oh why do I meet so many nemesis? Sometimes I wonder where would it end, while some other times I hope it'll never. Why are we so greedy, so picky? It'll be good if there are times we're being kept in dark for some things. But since everything is known, It's time to acknowledge and fight it back. Be proud to be in that position, value it and grab hold on it since because of that you're missing way too much things so let's not let it pass by you once again. Ah, camp is over and yeah I don't feel any way assured or so. I still 've elearning to complete, aish. I still have problems to fret over, things to think about. 'It'll be fine' I wonder how long will it last. 'Try your best' will it still be as effective as ever? Have I already lost the defination of 'best' or worse off 'try'. Snap out of this depression soon. Shoo, dark clouds=)! March Holidays coming to an end and why do I feel happy it is?

2010-03-13T08:03:00.004+08:00

Finally getting myself to type here again. One term 've passed by just in a blink of an eye, who knows, after split seconds, where'll be standing? Awaiting for promos results? or even alevels? I must say, I'm still adapting to long hours in school and tutorials-after-lectures kind of life. It's not hard to find us rushing frantically to our different desination for lessons. I'm still trying to build up my shitty stamina too>( My life now is revolving around projects after projects. There's like 3-4 projects on my hand and apparently I had failed my chinese project. Mind you, it's chinese. But I wrote out of point so, yea I accept my mistake. After this term, I think I'll be treading on even tougher path than what I'd be experiencing now. But, I'm not fearing it. Why so? Because I still have a great bunch of peeps supporting me. And, You all 'll have my support too. Why are we all bent on continuing this? Because it's all for the life after 2 years. Go on xl!

2010-02-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

I'm lucky to have a brother. He's the one who has the power to put a smile on my face. He's the one who listens to all my nagging. He's the one who takes care of my fiery, crazy and mad temper. Not forgetting him being my motivation of enduring the jae posting period. At times, he becomes the cause of my explosive temper. Who knows? After a while, we'll have a tiff and any minute I'll start pressing the 'delete' button of this post. No surprise because this is what I'll call siblings-relationship. I might just ends up retyping the whole post again the very next minute. Kahaha. I was feeling extremely tired and stressed out today because I finally (?) have a slight, bitter taste of jc life. I asked him a lot, he shared a lot with me too. Hopefully things would turn out better. Not forgetting his status as a big meanie, he managed to discourage me about passing promos. Shall prove him wrong. Today, I've learnt that I must let small things pass, don't bother to look into it. I should have more faith in myself. I must become more stronger, not to fear to face problems alone. It might get more and more hectic, tiring and crazy. You'll just handle them within your limits, don't push it over. Trust your decisions, go on stick with it with no doubt.

2010-02-14T01:22:00.004+08:00

After some time, I'd realise it's pointless to persist on. That's just me, in the pov of certain matters.Now, part of me is finding this ridiculous, another just remains in disbelief. lol whatever. Time to start anew. I'm nearing to the survival test of pw and gp. Get ready your survival kit.

2010-02-13T08:02:00.003+08:00

Omg, facebook do really connects people around. If you want to search for people, it's just fingertips away. Mad. lol, some things just don't turn out as I wanted so why should I have place so high hopes initially. Blame it on me. My mind is still in a whirl, which yet to clear up. So why did you create this stir in the first place? lol. It's not hard to guess who is the baddie (giggles) Ah, here wishing peeps happy new year.

2010-02-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Oh, this can't be wrong, hell noway it'll be, because it's beating way too fast.
Yeah, why not say I'm mad.
lol tell me, why am I wasting my efforts and time? I've better spend it on studying. Ugh, I can't understand the chem questions! Damn, why am I already so tired? Focus xl before you end up falling out of the track on this bullet train.

2010-02-08T19:42:00.003+08:00

I'm going mad just by thinking of all the fun on friday and the cny period. I can't wait any longer. I'm feeling super moody now..

2010-02-05T19:22:00.001+08:00

Gasp! How can I forget it all?

2010-02-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

No, don't ever believe such misleading instincts anymore. It does no good. However, back of my mind would go on thinking why not? Lol, yea why not? Ugh, tomorrow lectures will start and orientation finally came to an end. I'll miss those slacking days where I would slouch in front of the computer, busy searching for vids/music or even just play with my dog to pass time. Ah, I want to visit nhgz during cny. I want to thank& say sorry my teachers to whom I disappoint esp miss koh& other sc teachers. I want... So much wants, they remain buried deep down in my heart. Press on for 1year+ till I get to my goal.

2010-01-27T07:37:00.002+08:00

I'm over the moon. Trufthfully, thank you. Thank you for keeping this peace in my mind. I'll need to put all these aside and work even harder for this new stage of life. Bear in mind, the hardest is yet to come. As for me, it's a yay afterall. Enjoy this last bit of holiday~

2010-01-26T21:45:00.003+08:00

Since you didn't get me my desired points, at least let me go in my desired school. I beg you, do let me in there, PLEASE. I don't want that dramatic week come on by again. (in tears, agony) Who's there to believe? It's all up to myself now.

2010-01-25T17:26:00.008+08:00

I've heard this somewhere before, in drawing people, 'proportion' is very important. Apparently I didn't caught any proportion at all as I drew it in a hurry. Excuses, sorry about that. Anyway, care to have a guess (he's a celeb). Jc life seems like a horror now.

2010-01-23T13:53:00.002+08:00

I need to cut my fringe, I can't possibly tie the apple hair everyday or go out with it. Conflicted once more. Snap out of it, I need to get cracking. Aye, go go GO~

2010-01-22T00:06:00.003+08:00

It's a yay for us, boo for them. There's some gain, some loss. There's too much things I want to buy. Times like these I wish someone can help me pay it all and they're gifts for me. Sorry about the wishful thinking. Dang, I watch variety shows too fast. Any recommendations? Something along (hyori lee otr show/wgm/fo/2ne1,bb tv/ctp/wild bunny) that line? I hate lame jokes anyway.

2010-01-19T11:42:00.005+08:00

Little blemishes in life, it's alright as long as you know how to cover them. With this I'll start to type down my new year resolution. In just these few weeks, I had experience a lot and put myself through many tests. It struck me that I had never became stronger in any way in these 4 years. In fact I was all along, the same. I only learnt the beauty of endure. So, I wish I can be mentally strong. Become someone who will be unaffected by others' opinions and views. Do what you think it'll be the best for you, reason out to them well, don't ever back away. Afterall, it'll be you who will bear the responsibility for your own choice. Like what bro said, you know that's what you want, you'll never regret it at all. In this, do not misread it as being strong-headed. Don't be as stubborn as a mule and disregard all views because not all are bad. Xue lin, work harder in your studies and not forgetting becoming a better person from within.

'Do not go where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.'
-Ralph Waldo, Emerson

2010-01-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

Omfg. Why is Tae Kyung in (You're beautiful) keep pouting like what yamashita usually does? Uhm, that's so yamapi style. zzz.

2010-01-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

Song playing in my head: Adam Lambert-whataya want from me
This is rare, I'm posting consecutively. This the ultimate tough patch that I'm going through. Problems that have yet to solve, here comes the other. Sorry, but I'm someone who pursue a life with no complications or commitments and most importantly responsibility don't exist in my name.(in short, easy somehow dull life) lol why do I sound like I'm insulting myself? Whatever you say. I know I can't turn back now. You lead, I'll do. Isn't it like that from the start? When there's once, there will be another. I got the meaning. No need to emphasise it further. The saddest thing is that I'm alone while facing this shit.

2010-01-14T17:54:00.004+08:00

Settled down. I'll be fine, I'll get anderson, I will. (cross fingers) I don't want to see anymore changes in plan. I am back to normal self. Currently, I'm praising iphone apps and enjoying them. Very good indeed. I'm happy, really. (lol)

2010-01-13T20:54:00.002+08:00

It starts to brighten up when you are willing to fight for what you can and definitely want.

2010-01-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

Full speed ahead to your future, which yet to unveil itself. It's been gloomy since yesterday. Whatever it is, please try to be hopeful.

2010-01-12T00:17:00.005+08:00

I should not complain about why doesn't hard work equates to results because I believe everyone else would have exclaim that they did their best too. I'll regret for not taking hcl and all of that, that had cause this disappointment. Not just that, I'll bring this regret along with me. Remembering for life to choose wisely and move on to my greater goal. Then, repaying all my regrets I have now by scoring better. Ahead, it'll get tough. But didn't they once said self-believe is my greatest assest for life? Use it. Maybe I should quit the I'm-darn-going-for-clubs mindset and escaping syf thinking life will be better then. With this change, anderson will be right ahead, awaiting. On the lighter note, come on it wasn't that bad!(the problem is not taking hcl)

2010-01-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

Please do tell me I should be looking forward to it, at least hint me. I need to thank eve for lending me the books. Dang, I am not a fast reader. Surprisingly, I took the initiative to pick up the newspaper from the coffee table. Good beggining. I'm having a difficult time deciding on several matters and certainly there would be ones that weren't a good decision. Whatever is it, respect them. Times like these, I really do hope bro is by my side to advice. Oh in summary, my holidays have been great because of music.

2010-01-04T14:01:00.002+08:00

This is a change in the style of music I like but I'm loving it. I can't believe I stayed up late just to watch otr, but I did enjoy it so sacrificing my sleeping time is worth it.

2010-01-03T16:54:00.008+08:00

Wa sian, going chalet makes me tired. Seriously, why do people emphasise things and turn it all into a joke? zzz -_-; You know what, I don't care. But mark my words, you've lost my trust.
Side note: Thanks grace for the polaroid, mei de lor. It's already 2010.

2009-12-30T19:52:00.004+08:00

I've deproved in wearing contacts as it took me more than 1 try to put it on. zzz whatever. We went ice skating today at kallang and I totally miss the jurong ice skating rink. I should not have anticipated much.

2009-12-29T13:46:00.002+08:00

Today, I was running in pain. Telling myself to tolerate the pain, I completed the run. It's another lucky day. Ah yea, he's back!

2009-12-25T16:09:00.001+08:00

Let's just act like we don't know anything at all.

2009-12-24T23:46:00.005+08:00

Cake with excessive butter/milky coating is crazy, this is what had happened to the log cake we ate at night. What is more crazy is that I am eating back all my calories I burnt earlier on in one night! I went for run in gym in the afternoon. To add on the problem, we went to dine outside. This is worrying. Ah whatever, my efforts are wasted. pfft. I took pics with bro but not going to post it up here (promised him). He's good at posing, hahaha.

2009-12-23T18:21:00.004+08:00

Printed tees!

2009-12-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

Whee~ fun fun fun. Even if it was for me to stay at home, I would not mind as long as there's my comp/iphone.(though I don't normally surf through my iphone, but it's really handy at times). But still, I do go out =) I want to go ice skating >( I want to go the flea, but it happens to clash with the chalet-shitz. I want gz steamboat too, I wonder if anyone is planning this thing. If not, I am willing to do plan it for you all. =D Lol I see 'sales' everywhere. It makes me happy. I should go town, again. Anw, ty grace for today=)

(Btw) I saw the bathing ape shop. bape jackets hao mei oh. lol. went their webbie too-hao mei oh. search for their collection- zhen de hen mei. I'm back on search for new japanese hp models. =)

2009-12-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

Painted my nails again- sky blue, and bought myself a ring. It suits the nails=) I've taken pic of it, will put it on blog if I'll ever rmb.

pinic at hort park. it rained, again.

2009-12-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

There's tons of things I want to buy- all clothes. I didn't buy any of them yesterday, aish. Nevermind, next week. Lol shoes, shirts, shorts. I want them all=) lol My bro promised to give me xmas pressie. I told him I wanted the bag, he gave me the ya-right-shut-up look. HAHA. He don't have a lot of money nehs.>.> My mom prompted to me of going overseas again, just 2 of us. Damn, I don't feel like going overseas at all. I dk if anyone else do feel that. It's just not the right time. Maybe it's becos bro is not able to come with me, I don't feel like gg anywhere. Z.Z I want that shoelace-less converse shoe for next year. (/.\)~~ she don't let me have it =<

2009-12-12T11:20:00.001+08:00

Let's go shopping~~~ (^^)

2009-12-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

Wonderful cover of one of my fav songs from abe mao. Whooo. This song is so hard to sing. Really trying to find places to upload the covers of japs songs. (aish imeem..) Lol, my bro paid for tonight's dinner, thanks.

Btw: (now playing) abe mao's ふりぃ album.

2009-12-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hello. Finally blogging and reopening my blog. I'm halfway through my eoy holidays, right? lol. Yes, I'm having fun, enjoying. Thanks to my brother, I get to play with the earpiece and mike that connects to the computer while he enjoys talking to friends through skype. lol. ah yes

claps claps. best version, yet. Sorry but I do feel she'd outwin the original singer. zomg. lol. That's all for now. For those who are bored and free, please watch liar game. You'll not regret=)

2009-11-24T10:45:00.000+08:00

2009-11-19T15:38:00.001+08:00

I got my specs and contact lens=)

2009-11-04T13:03:00.000+08:00

lol. hi blogger, long time no see.phy makes me emo.

Alright. I'll do what my bro tell me. No fo! get cracking.
Side note, HT scratch my leg zzzzzzz.-_- & U go xue lin

2009-10-08T19:17:00.001+08:00

U-go-xue lin =O

2009-09-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i blogged.

Hyori!=)

2009-07-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

RELAXED.　いきもちです！:D Ok I need to go back to my revisions now.

2009-06-21T08:39:00.000+08:00

I need to stop watching tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >( I'm so angry with myself. I should not be watching tv, not as much as this. lol. This is bad, there's so many tv programmes I want to watch. Ok, I need to do a wise selection! Project runway, zettai kareshi, the list continues to grow. How am I going to choose? >( Ok forget about that, I am going to force myself to study downstairs AGAIN, even though I hate it :I. Self discipline!

2009-06-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

my japan tix:<

2009-06-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

japan tix:<

2009-06-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

Dash.You reap what you sow.

-I'm going to earn for my japan tix. :< yes. after olevels!:) & who's my little closet? Do I know you? If not, please don't promote your sales on my tagboard. It's insensitive to do so unless you know me personally.

2009-06-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today is a very tiring day. Even though such a day cannot be compared to those who are working or living their life to the fullest, but still, to me, it's tiring. Besides the remedials, I have learnt something really important in life- somehow, vaguely. I was infuriated, very. It's not because of getting scolded. I'm at blame, but I hate to disagree about the upbringing part. I see no faults in it. I started to think that should I confront. Eventually, I didn't see the need. If I'll to broad over such thing, what'll I become when I am to face of with others' casual remarks in future. After a talk with evelyn and other people, I understand even more that life is just the way it is. It would not let things pass unless you are willing to let it go, ignore, not to broad about it, get over. After some time in life, you look back, such things would do the least harm to you. So why should I be sad about it? :) Even though not everything we can use such positive thinking to tackle it, but why not use it while we can? Say to yourself, Maybe it's just such comments just slipped off his or her tongue. Or maybe, he or she is just tired, we'll understand, we take a step back instead. Neither of us are robots, we are not immune to comments. But isn't there a way to do a selective reception of others' opinons. I want to be like that. Live under others' despise, remarks. Change to become a better person, be a hero in your own life. Eventually, tire yourself out, but happily. You know it best, It's all within yourself. No one will continue to budge if you stay positive. That's the way.

-Sorry, I am thinking of life at Japan. :O ~ I want to be mia for a few years- to japan:)

2009-06-06T07:53:00.000+08:00

OK. It's had been quite some time before I last blogged. That's because my blogger is faulty. ('^') It's holidays. I hate this. I just don't feel like studying. It just come naturally that I'll just refuse to move my lazy bones. Trust me, I just fall into deep sleep after yesterday's dinner. What's more, Miss Lim said that I am suppose to study 8 hours per day. Okkaaayyy. I sense the urgency. Rush. lol. Main crux of this post: I love mummy.

母、有り難うございます。愛してる！

2009-05-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

My kind of music- I like it. Mye is over, I can start to breathe in fresh air once again. I got a bad headache and cold because of burning midnight oil for a few days. Once in a blue moon, I have dreams re enacting or about me sitting down on the table studying. -.- this is so scary. lol. Physics, I'm pinning my hopes on you. english, I'm bound to fail. =.= Why do we still have to go through the torment of getting back the results even after exams, agonising over them. Nevermind, I have worked hard, no regrets. -besides eng. Why do I have the feeling that I'm bound to fail eng? Ade probably share the same sentiments.

This song somehow makes me feel relieved after this mye. Long run ahead, tough match awaits, with friends, I'll face it off together with all of you. To all my friends, this song is for you. Hope you like it. (Don't ask me why pikachu, just very cute icon. lol.)

2009-05-15T05:29:00.000+08:00

It's when everything turns out to be a facade.

2009-05-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Lol i seriously think my blogger have a problem. Sometimes I just can't enter to blogger then I could not write out what I want to say in time. Ok nevermind.I wen tampines today and it was . grr, I just didn't bring the umbrella evia gave. Haha, thanks evia, I thought it was just a water bottle and your card is . so funny and cute. I did not dao you ok. 0O. Ah, I went to uniqlo today- didn't buy much but I have used 60+ dollars there. -.- Ok, I used the money given on my birthday, ok? Made a worthwhile trip to tampines though it's so far. They should build it nearer to my house. lol! ok. Anyway thanks everyone for saying 'happy birthday' to me. That's all I want so, yup thanks! jp- thanks for the picture. And argh, your birthday present still with me, I have not written the card. Erm. Ok, evia- thanks. lol. your-waterbottle-umbrella-pencil case thing. ys- wo shi you gan dong dao lo. the rest thanks for your sms. Thanks the class for the cake. It's nice! oh mom- Thanks for the cake, really. kekehehe, I love it!大好きです～！ok pictures!!

It's all food. I love this. Oh, I forget to take picture of the 7.80 dollars tart. cough, it's 75 dollars for one whole tart. ! lol, i didn't say anything ok! read between the lines.

I tell you what, I am hopless when it comes to japanese handphone. Next phone I will own after a decade- a docomo phone. . byebye- long post!

2009-05-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

Inochi no Namae 命の名前

I can do it, and I must. I have not even finish any for my science or humans revision. Apparently, I am not a genius that can go to the exam room and use a bit of my common sense to think about the questions. So only way? work hard. -.- 2 days- make full use of you. I'll be alone at home on my birthday.T.t - take care (to all my family members)

Nana eikura, jap food makes me hungry. I like her hair! ( lol after olevels I'll cut my hair short. ) and I want to go central to eat toooo! :'(

2009-04-24T01:09:00.001+08:00

2009-04-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

never so convince that, I abhore uploading pictures. lol however, it's worth it. I cannot believe I've taken so much pictures today.

2009-04-09T06:26:00.000+08:00

Seriously, what's with imeeem?-Pissed. I'll explain further at another post

2009-03-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

I was in agony for the past 2 days because of this song. Great. I fell sick again.

2009-03-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

Finally posting. I was very frustrated with myself for the first few days of the weeks. However, it did get better after Wednesday. Phew, I thought the tight schedule was about to 'strangle' me to death. I should somehow change the 'I am stronger than I was yesterday' to ' I am glad that I've survived through it' for now. That sounds like a good idea? Ah, every performing group, let's work hard together for syf. We'll make a breakthrough, at least within ourselves. It'll not be the goal others set for us, but our own ones. The ones that we'll appreciate ourselves and not those that is classified under 'the honour'. I am recovering from the shock. Somehow, I feel even stronger. Not physically stronger but mentally. I'm still down with cough. zzz I should take care of myself! Xuelin, mye is just round the corner, spa is just (damn) next week. I should be prepared! Got to rush. Everyone, work hard, press on. Think about that, you're not the only one feeling down. Get back, focus.

がんばってます、みんあさん！

2009-03-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

誕生日おめでとう，ｌｙｎｎ！ごめんなさい、失礼します　（’＃’）

Ah, I am angry with myself. なんか？How can I forget my jp's bday when I was already reminding myself weeks before it. Ah, this week will be a tiring week.

2009-03-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

誕生日おめでとう、佐藤健！

2009-03-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

AHHH you should know how touched I was when I heard this song. (TOT) Good melody, good lyrics, good song. damn, that's the way I like jpop.

If there's only someone who can run like how Ken ran for Rei.

2009-03-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

Currently, I am overwhelm by holiday homework. ':)' is an oxymoron emoticon=.=

2009-03-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

I want to work even harder. Just hard enough to make myself proud to say that, 'Yes, that is hard work.' Ah I am so motivated. I'm in a good mood. Looking at the remaining chapters to be completed, exhilarated me! /(-^-)\

2009-03-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

>( this common test is somehow disheartening, mostly about language papers. I did badly for both language papers. Sciences and amaths paper were filled with careless mistakes. ( I cannot believe the idiotic mistakes I made for my physics paper). However, what is there more to expect when I sleep at 10 and wake up at 4 to study? :( It's all my fault. Note to self: No more sleeping at 10, waking up at 4 :( Or not I would not dare to even think how will my maths fare. :O I had only made one improvement which is my humanities. (pat on my back) History and ss is definitely enlightening:) -though my essay for ss was poorly written, but I'll strive for the better. Syf is nearing :[]. Eve, please teach me chinese during guzheng lessons. Thanks. I have left with 2-3 months to chinese olevels. : Buck up, especially for written paper1. Just a little inside, my brother is someone I must look up to. : 4 As for a's.

2009-03-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

I decided to take some time off from my revisions to share with you all a life skill I learnt from eve and lynn:) It is not what others had said to you that impact you the most, It's how you comprehended from what they say that impact you the most. Think about this event recurring another year later. Would it be that bad? Would you be affected? Actually, no. I care about it. However, I knew it had been like that. Therefore, It is pointless to put all those things in heart. I'll not stay moody, because you said that it is a pleasure seeing that. I'm not angry. I feel stronger after all that. Ah I still have so many other people by my side to cheer me on. Thank you people. Lynn and lp, our movie marathon. Good luck for Brother's Alevels results, lynn's brother too.

Damn why are people's mind so hard to comprehend?Even mine is tough.

2009-02-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

ヽ( ´¬`)ﾉﾜ〜ｲ

2009-02-27T16:09:00.001+08:00

'She's not good in her language yet'Make that a motivation, think positively:)
Xuelin, can do it. I barely make it for english. However, I had picked up more skills on comprehensions.(esp not using words of the same form of the key word) I'll narrow down to revise english and humanities this holidays. :)

2009-02-21T08:26:00.000+08:00

I thought that this was rather important. I cannot believe I'm doing my english revisions (error analysis) here. It is going to be a comprehesion on monday, my used-to-be frightening enemy. However, not anymore!
For comprehension:
1) Always spot for keywords inference questions.
2) For inference questions- evalute the answer.
Eg. Do not just copy down the facts and not linking it back to what the questions. (You'll just get a 0)
Note to self: always question yourself with the answer(So? Then?)
3) Answer to the question DIRECTLY
4)Summary: If you do not know how to change the sentence structure, change the keywords to it's synonym.
5) Summary: Running out of time? Do the trick, copy the points.
6) Summary: Write it in COMPLETE sentence.(That)
7) WATCH OUT OF YOUR TENSES.
8) Vocabulary: Hopefully, A clever guess for the synonym.
The last point is the most important, 9) My CONFIDENCE =)
I can do it. So can you, grace!

Ok, good revision done at 8:44. Now it's for chemistry revisions.

'You're really better off alone.'

2009-02-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

おちこむ！（´。’）！私ほっと疲れる。ためいき！

2009-02-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

Xuelin, Do not ever belittle the memory card in your brain, even if it is just a pea-brain. Believe yourself, entrust the facts to the brain. This weekend might be one of the worst but I know it'll be better next week. Lol, I've messed up my vday totally. I'm ok for no companion, but why must my hanphone fail me that day. (- . -) It hanged, enough said. <--- I know it's grammatically wrong, at least it sounded wrong to me. I skipped 1 hour of tuition today, for the first time. I had a tummy ache. What a great start for my sunday morning, just a day after vday. Oxymoron. (haha I like that word). I have not done my chinese homework. I feel so messed up-at loss, without my phone. Images of multiple messages kept appearing on my screen keep flashing through my head. (-/\-) At least there 2 things to cheer me up. Brother brought back his drums. Claps. I can learn from him after olevels. Next, I'm stronger than I was last week. I'm definitely looking forward for next week. There is biology spa next week(^o^)/

2009-02-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

A chip a day.
:( I must improve on my comprehension. Ok, at least I know where is the problem. I need to read the questions properly and evalute the information accordingly. Lol, seriously. Japanese's se website is well decorated until AHHHHHH! :'( Damn it, the phone models are sleek, the website is well-decorated, the quality is :O, the eloquence in the language. Even the cm is losing out on them. What's more to say. (- . -) :( I'm finally tasting the feeling of being jealous. >( ok, I wonder if anyone could even understand this whole post.

2009-02-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

Ah, grace I know I have not given you the notes. It just keep slipping off my mind. >( lol My blog post is shorter than ever.

2009-02-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

Grace say ice cream is ugly. Moreover, a lot of people are using it. lol, nevermind afterall I am sticking back to my plan b :) My brother is ill-treating me! He do not want me to use the computer at all! That is not fair. - . - Why is he chasing me out after using the computer for 20 minutes. Ah, I am fretting about my chi/e orals. gagagogoahah >(

Aim: Grammatically correct, Spelling error free, No expression errors. Show not tell, No punctuation errors. :)

2009-02-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

Lol, definitely giving a second thought of selling and buying lg ice cream. There is so many bad reviews about it >(, especially about the hangs and lag the users are experiencing after a month or week. Gack, Guess that I'll have to either drop the idea or wait for the phone to stabilise:) lol, the reviews were super hilarious. It's hard to predict how long it can substain the interest too. I'm going to wait until mid of march or start of april then think about it again. Moreover, there's probability of Ice cream 2 due to the great response. Jp, read the reviews and you feel like sticking back to your old phone. lol, seriously. No point risking for the exterior.

2009-02-07T08:01:00.000+08:00

lol, I'm going to get lg ice cream!:)

2009-02-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

paramore, adore
"if i let you love me, be the one adored
would you go all the way?be the one im looking for"

2009-02-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

paramore, adore.
"if i let you love me, be the one adored
would you go all the way?be the one im looking for"

>( brother recover from the knee injury asap. I abhor the sight of you limping. I don't want to recieve anymore get-well-soon kind of phone calls. It's irritating. Besides being suffocated by tests, I'm not quite sure what else significant happened this week. I'm counting out the parts where brother's injury and me trying to skip some family gathering:I I must say I've been a rebellion for the week. Don't like to be irritated, that's all. Going to get presents for people soon.

2009-01-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

ok, I am lagging worse than jet lag. Happy belated birthday rui en. :) taah, brother is coming back today. Sheesh, he still threaten me to make me go to fetch him from pasir ris >( ahh there's like 3-4 tests next week, yet I haven't study any one of those. There's another lj assignment! :I I don't know why, but I feel so stressful knowing that I am typing out for people to read purposely. This blog is different. I don't treat this like an assignment:) Oh, Miss koh pointed out something really important thing to me today. I feel enlightened. There's no need to keep rushing through vocab, just keep the sentence grammatically correct. That's the most important point to note. Keep phrases short and impactful. Show not tell, but you can show and tell too:) It's not good to have expression errors all over the page. :) zzz. I need to write faster :[] I'm going to reunite with my revisions. whoo, it's a longer post. I shall call this an improvement for the day.

2009-01-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

xszsz.sorry, I know my posts are uber short:I I have been at home for both ny eve and ny1. Brother is going back to army tomorrow. :() but he'll be back on sat :[} gack, code blue sp is out. I directly skipped through the front eps and jump to the sp. :) jp must be very happy that I've informed her. I really admire the speed of dramacrazy's upload. No joke, it's with subs. claps. I want to join those subbers:( taah, brother say he'll buy me a bass and amplifier. ah ya right, like ever do what he say :[] woohoo, going out tomorrow and clad in my ny clothes. bb anw akemashite omedeto gozaimasu.

2009-01-25T08:51:00.000+08:00

lol, joe inoue's one man band.

2009-01-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

lol my brother is back. I almost crashed onto the floor (actually I did) when I saw him. Tanned and shaved hair person sat facing the computer. Woots, I'm loss for words. My mom and dad kept laughing, tahaha. :) I bought him a cap topman hat at bugis yesterday. I was thinking whether I should buy the beanie, but ah well! I had gz steamboat yesterday. :I jw they all are so high, I just sat there eating. :O 麻辣火锅超油的! -.- seriously, I don't understand myself:()

2009-01-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

xszsxs. Cheer me up >(

2009-01-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

I went shopping again, dang, but this time is at bugis. The salesman enraged me. : {] I was shopping for my brother's clothes, because he's in army so he wouldn't have much time left to shop for clothes. So, I went in the shop which sells alot of tees(mainly for guys), which I thought it'll be suitable for him moreover the tees are jap-imports. Hereby came the salseman while I was looking around among those printed tees. Great ( in sarcasm), He told me that I could find smaller tees at the other side of the shop, hinting me that 'yea you see, these tee are for guys so ya.' Like d'er, I know. lol, my mom just told him off by saying, we are buying for a guy. zsxsz, ok. What ever it is, I didn't buy my brother's cny clothes there. Boss, blame that on him if you realise you lose quite a number of female shoppers. I don't find it surprising for women to shop for man clothes, it could be for you brother dad or bf. It's weird that the salseman didn't pick up that point. :( But shopping for today was enjoyable. I bought flats and levis tank top for myself :) Cny is just the next week. Fabulous, I have been pending cny to come since the start of jan. I can see my brother. There's guz steamboat too. :) blurgh, i miss searching for aiko's songs :I time to study

2009-01-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

lol, i rarely post photos but yah. damn, there's someone who looks like ryo in our school :O jp, i need to show him to you asap. The first time I saw him I was thinking for a moment that ' yes, that guy has the ryo-look'. However when I saw him another time (It's in the morning when I walked to school), I must say, I was startled. kekehee. :I O levels : )/( I am still stuck at my macromolecules homework :(

2009-01-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

lol, i'm definitely an expert. Please hold back your applause until I say the next sentence. I shop for cny clothes at orchard for 6 hours. o.- It sounds absurd, even to me. haha, my legs are aching like crap now. Oh mind you, I only bought 2 sets of clothes. 1 tank top, 1 cotton pants, 1 kimono dress. woots. 6 hours and 2 blisters for that. I'm the victor, lol. Do I get a prize for that? lol, my mood did turned better over the weekend. Ok, I need to get back to my fighting mood by tomorrow. It'll be a strenuous week ahead. :( I'm still short of a pair of shoes. I saw a good pair in top man, sigh, 70+ :( I gave it a pass. sxsxzxs. Oh shopping with my mum is real fun. Too many inside jokes, so it's inconvenient to share it over here. :) ok, mia until next week. miss me till then. -.- gross.

2009-01-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

It has been quite some time ago when I last posted. :O Ok, school is ok. Homework-load is ok. Cca is ok. Everything is ok. :) Brother went army a few days ago. It must be tough for him:( press on da ge:D lol, what's more is that you have to step of your own comfort zone. I'll write letter to you tomorrow:) Guzheng is going to go for steamboat on either 22 or 23. Please try to pass around the message thanks. I'm already getting all excited about cny:) Good snacks, good food, good clothes. Ah damn, I haven't buy my clothes. Ok I better go ochard tomorrow:) There's pull and bear there. Oh, I realise most of the shops in far east have make plenty of changes. Or is it I haven't went there for a long time? Whatever it is, I'm going to settle the clothes-problem tomorrow. In comparision of writing the live journal, typing the post here is so much more relaxing. :( Guzheng coach said that in the whole guzheng( from all levels) only 7 people have gotten merits.:( The rest of us managed to acquire a pass:( Ok, I shall not dwell about this. Woohoo, ft, I didn't wrote a only 4 line paragraph :o! sxzxs. To the episodes of gaki no tsukai in cr, I'm missing you now. :[ I've to bear with this until O ends. Like what lp said, don't regret:)

2009-01-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

lol I like the concept of 'big space, one inspiring phrase'. That phrase is sufficient to fill up the rest of space:) I don't feel like shopping for clothes:( 太麻烦了. I think I'll just go back to pull and bear to get my ny clothes. Maltesers is the best choco:D I've cleared 2 packets of them in just 2 days. choco on outside light honey combed centres, who can resist the temptation of that small choco ball. Lol, but if I were to continue spamming it, I'll get a toothache in no time. It's ok to fudge on those inside jokes:I ss. I need to study now :(

2009-01-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

ahh, should i do cip tomorrow? perturbed :( that'll clock 5 hrs of my cip, but also 5hrs of my resting time. woohoo, I'm being motivated today:) lol, I'm feeling so grateful to some people:) ty people. Grace is not in school today:I I miss her, lol. Me and th are victims of adelyn's insults, haha jk. But th, you're so humorous but somehow, it makes sense that you can't just put down the phone immediately. Lol, another inside joke. Lesson learnt, group your contacts accordingly to avoid confusion. zzeehee:) Ok, I'll do afternoon napping every weekday:D Somehow, I like this year:) jp You have to think postively about this year, lol have fun for c.camp, eve too. Chinese O's seems so near. :) read more chi newspapers.

2009-01-01T14:27:00.001+08:00

Lol, no more jap, it's all down to eng and chi now:) Ah, but only under condition, I can hear aiko's songs:) & writing some jap phrases occasionally. Damn I feel like plucking out the modem right now. I've my motivation, willpower, determination with me here. Promised myself will not be over-stressed, hey, I've so many things to cheer me up if I'm stress. Woohoo, somehow, Isn't studying fun?:D tyk. lol fudge this if you don't understand anything, just blabbering to myself. Haha, I've so many inside jokes.

2009-01-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

So suitable for today. It's a new year now! :D I hope everyone can find their happiness this year:O ok, I need to stop jap now, next year is all down to eng and chi. Jap- a will come to a standstill for now:) hey, but little did I realise, my jap improved by alot:D ok I'm going down buy drinks. lol

2008-12-30T10:23:00.000+08:00

:( I keep sneezing. Z. I'm not bothered by the fact school is reopening, not at all:) 'll post longer tomorrow, :O I'm going anchorpoint to buy my shoes from the outlet.

2008-12-26T11:07:00.000+08:00

嘿！太烦恼. lol :( I'm even reading dictionary now t-t

2008-12-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

メリークリスマス!(^-^)

Lol meri kurisumasu, It's obvious, Merry christmas. If I had docomo phones, I could text in jap. Problem is, No I don't. But it's ok, at least my computer has it. Woke up in the morning, there's more christmas text for me to open and a missed call. Didn't know who is that so I asked ade. Ty people for msgs:)

2008-12-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

メリークリスマス!(^-^)
Lol meri kurisumasu, It's obvious, Merry christmas. If I had docomo phones, I could text in jap. Problem is, No I don't. But it's ok, at least my computer has it. Woke up in the morning, there's more christmas text for me to open and a missed call. Didn't know who is that so asked ade. Ty people:) Will I be blame for auto playing the imeem box? Lol.

2008-12-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

Aiko- futari(two of us)
I sat nearby and heard your voice
What do you like? What do you hate?
Wait, did you just look over here and smile?
Did you look at me and smile?

:( I do 2 questions of amaths, I get up, walk around, eat then get back. If I continue doing homework at this rate, I'll only be ready to take o's after a decade, yah right. If only I can stall time. :( I shouldn't be sulking at christmas eve. But I can't sense any joy. Brother is not at home too, obviously went out to partyae with friends. Nevermind:) at least I have alot of food to eat:) And, I can do amaths to kill time too. I wonder if that's an advantage? Today brother is not coming back so it's up to me to decide what time the computer gets to rest:) Vids all the way. Family and Friends, enjoy your christmas, love. Somehow, I'm tired of smiling.

2008-12-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

Thanks for coming 2/7 bbq. And, sorry lc. I didn't mean it, just a get back for the crawl under joke. We're just joking :) Hope all of you had fun:D

2008-12-21T15:08:00.001+08:00

2008-12-19T12:04:00.000+08:00

It's Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea!:() That boy is called sosuke too, lol. This is insanely cute:)