Geared up

Let me take a look, Ah I see, It's 4:51 in the morning and I just can't sleep because of the show I watch yesterday. I'm so proud to say I had watched finish the whole series of it. Though It might give some nightmares but it's worth it watching Kindaichi solving cases consistently. His motivating eyes will be the ones I would have. As for his brains.. Damn they are too clever. Don't think I can get it anywhere from my pea-sized brain now. Aha What a pity. Let's not mention and censor thing about the show now. It's mother's day today. Here, I wish all mothers (including mine) Happy mother's day. I don't know why but I've seemed to learn alot this year. I don't know where did I get this influence that I tends to think alot when It comes to humanity, affection and so much more. Shit, I went out of topic. Once again, Mums are the greatest creature you can find in the world. They are the ones who keep you close back to her heart. Tension, Anxiety, Worries, Don't doubt me that all mums felt that when their child are in danger. If you want to define someone's weakness, I think the relation between you and your mum will be your weakness. Don't tell me that you would not fear not having being embrace in your hands of your mum one day. Trust me, I don't even dare to think about it. So, What we can do is to treasure.

To Mum,
For real, I don't know how should I put this. You are mine.. Shelter, my shoulder, my hug, my pat, my kiss, my love.. My everything. You're the one who brought me to this world, So I could meet a bunch of wonderful friends and him. Sorry that I made you worry whenever you see me cry. I know I looked ugly when I do that But still, We both know, deep down, It hurts. Though I said no one knows, But I know you'll be the one who know-it-all. Both sorry and thanks. So let this message become a pray for happiness for you. Keep the smile on your face, That will be my confidence. Without that.. Don't ever think about it. Love you lots mum. Really really.

I think I shall end this post here. It's raining quite heavily here. I wonder how is it at your house. Remember to cover yourself well with a thick blanket pig. Night everyone. Ends: 5.13