Geared up

"WHY DON'T YOU DO YOUR BEST?"Quoted from the show 'trick' found it really motivating. Did this appeared somewhere before? I seems to hear this phrase before. It' sunday. Wasted my long saturday,again. Angry with myself for burning my time about shows. Afterall that, in return, I get guilt of not studying. Great. I'll rush after this post, yeh. Today is youth day. I don't sense any youthful-ness in myself, seriously. I'm trying to ban myself from going out- which is hard, you see. Oh I shall not bother, because I don't have anyone to date out with. #.# Adelyn, sometimes, I can't help but to emo. Tomorrow will be summer camp opening. And I haven't even memorise properly one of the song. In addition, I'm grumbling and rumbling off with all I can to grumble about. After having maths tuition, I always feel that,' Shit, I still have so much more to study and complete.' The homework and tests never stop. But I also need that; as a cure to numb memories/ you'll see.

;What I ask for. Fairytale is a happy creation.
All that had ended as such. Stop groaning/ It wouldn't twist- It never had.
Doubled the memory, vice versa to the tears and so.
I don't want it back. I want throw- all that had been given.
Now I subscribe to time, for cure. I'll say, Thanks, I'm fortunate.