No, don't ever believe such misleading instincts anymore. It does no good. However, back of my mind would go on thinking why not? Lol, yea why not? Ugh, tomorrow lectures will start and orientation finally came to an end. I'll miss those slacking days where I would slouch in front of the computer, busy searching for vids/music or even just play with my dog to pass time. Ah, I want to visit nhgz during cny. I want to thank& say sorry my teachers to whom I disappoint esp miss koh& other sc teachers. I want... So much wants, they remain buried deep down in my heart. Press on for 1year+ till I get to my goal.